Monday, February 25, 2008
CURRENT MOOD: resigned
NOW BLASTING: Chris Cornell - Wide Awake
You can look a hurricane right in the eye
Twelve hundred people dead or left to die
Follow the leaders with an eye
For an eye you'd all be blind
Deaf or murdered, of this im sure
In this unsettled time
So come pull a sheet over my eyes
So I can sleep tonight
Despite what I've seen today
I find you guilty of a crime
Of sleeping at a time
When you should have been wide awake
Down on the road the world is floating by
The poor and undefended left behind
While your somewhere trading lives for oil
as if the whole world were blind
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Sleepless nights arent pleasant
Despite wat everyone says...
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
CURRENT MOOD: sad
NOW BLASTING: nothing
I'm a stupid dumbfuck... :(
Thursday, September 27, 2007
CURRENT MOOD: tired
NOW BLASTING: Firehouse - In Your Perfect World
Someone said this is how I'm being right now...
Seems I just can't do enough
I could never win your love
Why should I try
When you never share your feelings?
How could I be so naive?
Is it so hard to believe
That you excel in emotional concealing?
No matter what I do
I never measure up for you
But you just keep that smile on your face
No matter how much I try
You're never really satisfied
Until you run away and hide
In your perfect world
Where there's no one to blame
No one can hurt your feelings
And you don't feel no pain
Everybody loves you
And nobody gets burned
As long as you are living
In your perfect world
It seems like everyone gets screened
On your answering machine
Can't take the call
And let down your defenses
You can't let anybody see
Your real personality
Is it pride, or just your false pretenses?
Maybe a part of you has died
Because you keep it all inside
But still you wear that smile on your face
It seems no matter what I do
I just can't get through to you
But I always know where to find you
In your perfect world
Where nothing can go wrong
You're always in control
And we all get along
And everything is beautiful
No need for concern
As long as you are living
In your perfect world
Monday, September 10, 2007
CURRENT MOOD: hurt
NOW BLASTING: Evanescence - My Immortal
Why do you always want to hurt me?
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
Sunday, August 26, 2007
CURRENT MOOD: sad
NOW BLASTING: Metallica - Escape
When I cry, he tells me to shut up...
Thursday, August 02, 2007
CURRENT MOOD: empty
NOW BLASTING: Daughtry - It's not over
I wouldve done anything for u
I couldve done anything for u
A part me of is dead and buried
Theres no way I can salvage it
It's not over but it sure feels like it
The past haunts me wherever I turn
Waterfall that stings and burn
Black hole inside of me persists
This feeling I cant resist
Everyones the same wherever they are
All for themselves, near or far
Nothing left for me to breathe
Nothing left for me to give
For you, I couldve done anything
For you, I wouldve done everything