I love my mom. LOL! (Wednesday, February 22, 2006
CURRENT MOOD: loved
NOW BLASTING: GNR - Live & Let Die
My mom came over today. She nagged at me coz...
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
CURRENT MOOD: contemplative
NOW BLASTING: Rob Halford - Silentscream
Breaking up and 2nd chances...
It's hard to make a sweeping statement on issues like this. Should u or should u not; give 2nd chances once the words roll off your/his/her tongue?
I believe everyone should get second chances in life. Otherwise how do we learn from mistakes? Sometimes in life, we make the wrong decisions. How many times can u confidently say u have thought things thru so thoroughly that there are absolutely no possible loopholes? How often can u say that u have never said things u don't mean when u are angry?
If the answer is a 100% of the time, I believe it's more of... once u have made a decision, u are too afraid to step down and say "I've made a mistake".
I'd never go down on my knees begging and whining for a 2nd chance. Indeed, that is like spitting on your dignity and selling your soul. If the person is THAT hard-hearted, I don't think I would even want a 2nd chance. Why would I want to stick around with a hard-headed egoistical fuck, who obviously does not love me enough or love himself too much, to give me a second chance?
No serious commitment has been made. You're not married. Suck it up. Move on.
There are others who are probably more than willing to give you that second chance.
Granted, easier said than done. You're scared. You're hurt. You're absolutely shattered. But that's just how life is. Just have to deal with the shite life has dished out on u. There are bigger things happening. And if you think about it, it isn't so bad after all.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
CURRENT MOOD: weird & tired
NOW BLASTING: Nuclear Assault - Game Over
LOL!... nothing better to do... Thanks for the link Nadz (
)Ten Top Trivia Tips about Ayin!
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There! This thing is starting to look like a notepad instead of a blog...Monday, February 13, 2006
CURRENT MOOD: stressed
NOW BLASTING: Bolt Thrower - The Kill Chain
AUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WORK IS KILLING ME!!!!!!!!
SHITE TO DO
(a) How to connect laptop to PC;
(b) SHARE!!!
(a) Activate wireless on laptop... SHARE!!!!!!
(b) Weak signals in HOD & Meeting RoomStorage Space --> FIX!!!!!!!!!
(c) Flipalbum, meeting with W & vendor
(d) Move all pics & vids to new server
(a) Liase with Lam & get him to make everything accessible on my end
(a) Install activesync/mapking
(b) Ensure wireless works
(c) Arrange training with David
(d) Learning circle - how to integrate into currm every Wed 10 - 11.30am
(e) Meeting with EXCO members on how to use PDA
(a) P2 SA1 Math papers due 23/2
(a) 18 to 19 Feb, 3 to 10.30pm
(b) Check inventories & order for shortages eg badges, cartridge
(a) OL to Sci Ctr with 3C4 Thurs 9.30 - 11.30am
(b) Produce P2 OL vid
(c) Enable access to SEED Prog folder
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
CURRENT MOOD: despondent
NOW BLASTING: Trivium - Pull Harder On The Strings Of Your Martyr
How can I look at you
without being moved by you
How can I be with you
without losing everything
I don't want a thing from you
but to hear you
I don't want anything from you
but to see you smile
Can it be done?
Can it?
The voices in my head
God which one is you...
If only...
Always... if only...