CURRENT MOOD: hurt
NOW BLASTING: Stone Sour

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest

I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten with its memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries

You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won't let go till it bleeds

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Every little thing kills me
Every little thing fills me
With questions
And more questions
And wonders
Is it true? Is it true?

And when I find the answers
All I ask is
Why? Why didn't I?
Why did you? Why didn't you??

More wonders
More pain
More questions
In vain

I wish I didn't give a shit
but I do
I wish it didn't hurt so much
but it does
I wish it'd get out of my head
but it wont
I wish all this didn't happen
but it has

So here I am like a fool
Here I stay like a fool
I take it
I take it all
Like a fool
Like a fool
Like a fool
Like a fool
Like a fool
Like a fool

- ONE -
\m/METAL!\m/
VADER, Bolt Thrower, King Diamond, Behemoth, Sceptic, Megadeth, Carcass, Opeth, Arch Enemy, Old Metallica, Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, Death Angel, Alice in Chains, Anthrax, Sonata Arctica, Sentenced, Amorphis, Iced Earth, Killswitch Engage, Lamb Of God, Children of Bodom, Black Sabbath, The Haunted, Axed Ministers, Mutilated, Trivium, Morbid Angel, Soilwork, Porcupine Tree, Cold War Survivor, Nuclear Assault, ... the list goes on....
I also like Tori Amos... lovely words...

- TWO -
I love stand-ups!
Pablo Francisco, Adam Ferera, Peter Russell, Stephen Lynch, Chris Tucker, Eddie Murphy etc

- THREE -
I'm an 80s kid. Grew up in the 80s. LOVE 80s cartoons!
\m/TRANSFORMERS!\m/ Galaxy Rangers, Bravestarr etc... even Care Bears haha!


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