Current Mood: depressed & annoyed
Now Blasting: Meshuggah - In Death-Is Life




Isnt it sickening
how we have to pretend
that everything's
candies and jelly beans
Even if it feels like the end?



Isnt it revolting
how we have to smile
when you feel like turning
your insides out
and going insanely wild?



Isn't it fucking annoying
how we laugh and turn away
when elders speak of us
but we cant do anything
coz if we do, somehow we'll pay?



Isn't it disgusting
Isnt it sickening
Isnt it revolting
Isn't it fucking annoying



Why then, do I sit here and take it?



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Do you know?
Do you know what it's like to die,
What it's like to stop breathing?
To be free of all the pain and hurt
From a soul that can't stop bleeding?
Do you know a kind of place
Where there are no tears?
Do you know where to go to vanquish your fears?
Do you know how to be a bird, to grow wings and to fly?
Do you know what it's like to roam free,
To go wherever in the big blue sky?
Do you know how I can smile
Without having to pretend?
To find serenity and peace
Where my sorrow will finally end?
Do you know how to bury your hate,
To quench the fire of abhorrence?
Do you know where I can go
To heal the gaping wound in my heart?
Do you know what can I do
Before frustration tears me apart?
Do you know how I can cope with life
Without breaking down?
Do you know how I can face another day
Without a frown?
Do you know the answers to these questions
Would be a big help to many?
But do you know that many would have to live
Without answers to any?



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\m/METAL!\m/
VADER, Bolt Thrower, King Diamond, Behemoth, Sceptic, Megadeth, Carcass, Opeth, Arch Enemy, Old Metallica, Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, Death Angel, Alice in Chains, Anthrax, Sonata Arctica, Sentenced, Amorphis, Iced Earth, Killswitch Engage, Lamb Of God, Children of Bodom, Black Sabbath, The Haunted, Axed Ministers, Mutilated, Trivium, Morbid Angel, Soilwork, Porcupine Tree, Cold War Survivor, Nuclear Assault, ... the list goes on....
I also like Tori Amos... lovely words...

- TWO -
I love stand-ups!
Pablo Francisco, Adam Ferera, Peter Russell, Stephen Lynch, Chris Tucker, Eddie Murphy etc

- THREE -
I'm an 80s kid. Grew up in the 80s. LOVE 80s cartoons!
\m/TRANSFORMERS!\m/ Galaxy Rangers, Bravestarr etc... even Care Bears haha!


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