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Monday, July 25, 2005

Current Mood: fkn exhausted
Now Blasting: Sonata Arctica - Letter To Dana



It is Monday.
Weekend just passed and I dont feel refreshed... at all. I'm so fkn tired. So many things to do. We just coordinated the Racial Harmony Day events. I went to like 2 workshops in the past week. Another one tmrw. Then there's the P5 camp frm 2nd to 5th Aug. We have to stay either 7am - 11am, then go to school as usual. OR go to school as usual then go to camp 10pm - 7am. I have to say this... That is FUCKING INSANE. Then another workshop before school on 4th Aug. WITS presentation on 5th Aug. Oh and a doc's appt this wednesday. But I cant go coz I have IT enrichment class. Have to reschedule.
OH... also... bought a new system. Not working. Hub is pissed. I am pissed. Heh yay...
On top of that, some ppl think my job is easy. Sure, just go into class and nag here n there. Shove worksheets down their throats. Tolerate a bit of screaming and whining. And maybe even HOPE that they learn smthn...
Overworked and underpaid. Peanuts, indeed. Heh.
I have a splitting headache. My tummy hurts. I feel like shit. Alone. And overwhelmed. It can only get better...
Delivered at 11:08 PM...

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Current Mood: alright
Now Blasting: Skid Row - I Remember You



Yesterday, at 7pm, hub and I went to a Canon Digifest workshop at CCK.



It is a film-making workshop. I learnt a great deal of stuff there... the various types of camera shots eg. close-up, high angle, low angle blablabla. Then Wendy, the instructor, explained the various aspects of film-making - pre, during and post production work.



Then, we had hands-on activities. We had to get ourselves into groups and shoot some scenes from around the area. We were in a group with these two apeks. One of them brought his daughter along. She was annoying as shit. Anyway... we came back and edited the movie using Adobe Premiere. It wasn't too difficult for me n the hub as we have had experience using similar softwares. The final product wasn't brilliant or anything but it was alright. At least now I've learnt the the techniques of making a video sort of go together with the beat of a song.



Im pretty damn excited. I can't wait to teach my kids how to do all this. I have 2 weeks to get them finish a project. They're gonna need lots of handholding lol!



Man... I dont believe im getting excited over more work... ()
Delivered at 11:34 PM...

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Current Mood: numb



Ayim Raspatul has passed on...
Still hasnt sunk in yet...
No words...
..............................
Innalillahiwa inna ilaihi roji'un...
Delivered at 3:16 AM...

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Current Mood: stressed
Now Blasting: Poison - Life Goes On



i lost the keys to all my cupboards in school and my wallet and cellphone and other personal belongings are still in there right now i spent an hour after school till like half past 7 pm looking for the bloody keys till the school attendant had to shoo me off coz she had to go home and i wanted to bring home some of the DV tapes that i have in there so i can find where the clip of our outdoor lesson to the science centre is so that i can hand it over to the vice principal of my school coz she PERSONALLY asked me for it earlier today and she wanted it TOMORROW i burned the clips on a CD-rom last month but when i brought it home yesterday IT WOULDNT FKN OPEN!!! so i have to look through AAALLLLLLLL the DV tapes i got in the cupboard again but now i cant bring them home and check it all and i feel pretty damn shitty coz i wouldve gotten a lot more work done right now IF I JUST HADNT LOST THE KEYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sobs*
I'm stressed out can u tell???????? lol
Delivered at 11:54 PM...

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Current Mood: pissed off
Now Blasting: Amorphis - Alone

i just dont understand how a person can make promises...
and then break them...
feel no guilt about it...
and does nothing to make up for it...
what kind of a human being is this?
Delivered at 5:20 PM...

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Current Mood: lonely

Now Blasting: Suicidal Tendencies - Alone



Today I went to watch a movie.
I booked the tickets... alone
I walked to the cinema... alone
I walked home... alone
And as far as I'm concerned...
I watched the movie... alone


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A room full of people,
can't nobody help me,
I'm alone
I just need...
Someone to take my hand and pick me up when I'm feeling down
Someone to take my heart and give it a home
Someone to be with me and help me through the times when I'm down and lonely
Someone to be with me when I'm alone
Alone is the way I live
It's not the way I want it but I know I can't give in
Alone is the way I feel
There ain't nothing quite as sad as
A person that's alone...
Delivered at 3:40 AM...

Friday, July 01, 2005

Current Mood: tired
Now Blasting: Amorphis - Tuonela



Man... its been a while since ive heard Amorphis... I used to like every song on this album but now so far i like only one lol



Anyways, dialogue session with #1 tmrw. He said to prepare anything that we would like to discuss but i have no clue wat to prepare. I pretty much take all my duties in stride. It's part of the job isnt it? I'm not gonna make it more difficult for myself by bitching and whining.



IT Level Rep for P2. In charge of video and archiving or images and videos of school events. Now I have to maintain and update school website as well. That amongst many other things a teacher already has to do. Gonna teach the kids how to blog but first, I have to find time to do it on top of normal curriculum. Looks like i'm gonna have to get them to come back before school.



Oh straying here... *erm*... dialogue session... I'm pretty much happy with the school. At least he doesnt seem so racially biased as one whom i have previously worked for. He is very reflective and seems to be a reasonable person, even though he has set high goals for the school, I am wary as to whether they are achievable. But I'm not gonna mention all that tmrw fcourse lol Not gonna tell the man how to do his job. Not that I know how heh. Am just contented in my own lil cube.



O well, lets just hope everything goes well tmrw...
Delivered at 1:17 AM...


- ONE -
\m/METAL!\m/
VADER, Bolt Thrower, King Diamond, Behemoth, Sceptic, Megadeth, Carcass, Opeth, Arch Enemy, Old Metallica, Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, Death Angel, Alice in Chains, Anthrax, Sonata Arctica, Sentenced, Amorphis, Iced Earth, Killswitch Engage, Lamb Of God, Children of Bodom, Black Sabbath, The Haunted, Axed Ministers, Mutilated, Trivium, Morbid Angel, Soilwork, Porcupine Tree, Cold War Survivor, Nuclear Assault, ... the list goes on....
I also like Tori Amos... lovely words...

- TWO -
I love stand-ups!
Pablo Francisco, Adam Ferera, Peter Russell, Stephen Lynch, Chris Tucker, Eddie Murphy etc

- THREE -
I'm an 80s kid. Grew up in the 80s. LOVE 80s cartoons!
\m/TRANSFORMERS!\m/ Galaxy Rangers, Bravestarr etc... even Care Bears haha!


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